It’s crazy to say that the enemy uses his one-trick pony scheme of doubt more often than not. He is clever and can often go undetected if we are not alert and on guard. I see this very often in my life. Moments when I begin to question the things that God has called me to, the people he has placed in my life, His Word, or His faithfulness. Moments in my life when I question if the time I spend or the sacrifices I make are worth it.

Lately, I have been having a lot of these moments. Doubt surrounding my service, my parenting, my marriage, and even my faith. Yesterday, I saw a book titled ”How to make a Negro Christian,” which urged black Christians to stray away from the faith because of history. Instantly, the enemy came in with doubt. I found myself reading reviews of the book, and questioning am I serving a false god. In that same moment, I remembered that the God I serve is not and has never been a God of oppression. Throughout my walk, He has freed me.

This morning, I woke up to a text from my husband encouraging me, reminding me that I am a great mother and partner. I received a message from a dear church member telling me how proud she is of me and how much she appreciates and admires me. As I began to reflect, God brought to mind that I have had just as many moments of reassurance and encouragement for as many moments of doubt that I have had.  

I pray against falling into the trap of pleasing people or serving for glory. Yet, it is in times when I am discouraged or doubting that God will use His people to urge me on. I am forever grateful for those.

Take time today and allow your words to encourage someone. You never know how much they need it.